guys .. what do u think about this person.. and (plz take kad raye at the bottom of this entry yah) -thanks

ok guys.. some of my friends comment about person who said a harsh words or something stupid at their chatbox.. i just heard and read but now i got 1... it's from kude.. he or she i don't know but maybe i think 'he' but its ok just give him/her a nickname MORON

MORON said at my chatbox:

oOo ****...laki poyo...ntah pape...people please d0n’t ask and ask again ab0ut myself.. I’ll HATE u forever and n0thing can change it I swear.. **** you...poyo...gi duk utan ar...Actually i dun wanna fall f0r gurl f0r n0w n i HATE pe0ple wh0 luv me except ma fmily...haha...fu*k sebab xensem...hahaha

for kude@MORON: i think u did a nonsense thing like this to many of others rite??

ok i know many people like MORON..

in personal..

im so pity with MORON.. maybe MORON want to get a cheap attention from others or MORON's life is so pity and MORON's family didn't care about MORON so MORON do something stupid to get people's attention.. MORON will happy i think when people angry to it(i used it coz kude@morom is a scum n not a human).. even though people angry and hate MORON but MORON are happy coz at least people talk to it and see that it is exist in this world coz nobody care about MORON if MORON is a good human..

to kude@MORON..

ok i explain about 'don't ask me over and over' -if u do this thing that means u a too idiot coz can't remember what i said before..

ok and about 'i dun wanna fall f0r girl f0r n0w n i HATE pe0ple wh0 luv me except ma family' -actually i don't want to care about people or heartless so if people like me, i must to care about them and don't let my attitude hurt their feeling.. but i don't want to do this thing..
............................. am i 'poyo' or kude jeles??

so they will get hurt.. if u know many girls are very sensitive when they like somebody.. sometimes when their lover are not smiling they will touching or their lover over joke with them.. they will hurt too.. girls can be sooo sensitive.. so i don't want to hurt anybody..

i know myself... i can treat people to like me easily n some time i don't know that i over caring but they think i like them coz im so caring to them..so the best thing i can do is not to make people to like me n mention it early before a bad thing happen..

so for u MORON.. DON'T care about people life.. see a mirror 1st n say 'whats wrong with me?' n be a good person so people surround u will give their love and their care to u.. always smile n don't says a stupid thing without thinking.. people will hate u and u'll don't have many friends..

for me friends mean everything to me coz my friends is my life.. u can get ur happiness with them.. i just realize.. don't hurt people feeling coz they will remember it forever.. and nothing can cure it ok.. we live a short life so do the best think u can do to make people happy..

im not angry when u said like that coz u don't know bout me but im pity with u.. maybe u have a problem so thats why i don't mind.. try to understand u la konon.. u will be more matured and u will realize that what i said is true.. so i wish the best for u.. get a good life with people surround u so deep inside your heart u will says 'im happy'.. g0od luck dude n sori for a nickname (^^,) -ihsan

p/s: guys.. if u think what moron said is true just back up it yah.. i don't mind =)


latest-13th sept 09
from gurun...

i don't know why are stupid people have fun with it ?? ok a stupid joke to a stupid people rite.. yah kude n gurun.. have a fun yah !!! =)

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for all my follower, friends and anybody.. im so sorry coz im not always on9 coz im too bz with my test before.. n can't read ur entry n comment on it.. i try my best to still keep close with u all ok..

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i think is not too late or too early to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI to all my friends follower n visitor.. so please take this kad raye and put at ur blog yah.. thanks..

if u says your life is sucks you're wrong.. so shut up !!

I wish to write of They. "They" don't want me to make Kit a martyr. They wish the best for me, I believe, but isn't it funny how everyone's idea of what's best is conceived by their own notions? Maybe people miss the old me and want me back - the role I played anyway. I am different now. I act much the same superficially as old habits die hard. But the amalgamation has configured itself readily into a new shape. One I am not necessarily proud of - how can you be proud of being the result of an ugly choice in which you had no say? but one of necessity.
Though my eyes lay low often with heavy weeping wisps of sadness, they shine fully now. A deep glimmer of which there was only before a small sparkle, the hint of, before. Though the sounds we use to communicate are often ill-chosen in haste (retaliation? irritation? anger?) they can sing with emotion now. Though the hand

that often terrified

of a desire to swing from hitting to caress the sting behind any desire to hurt is absent, and though the hand that loved to caress is now celibate, its touch is gentle, healing.
Worlds often collide in my fixation. My mind is a simmering stew of activity, exploring new chasms and worlds and ideas and emotions. I do not deny that I am not always good. I hurt others, intentionally and not sometimes. But I live.
. If we continue to glow - I have a life here to learn and hopefully grow wiser.
I hope they’re not waiting for me forever under the red tree, like the dogs are waiting for j0hn at the Rainbow Bridge. I can't bear the thought. I may not come, ever. Then again I just may follow it to my home…but this story is bef0re ama died…

I think it's time for me to stop complaining about my life!

Writing aina izzaty’s story was certainly eye-opening for me. Now, that is a girl who has had a BAD year! And yet, she isn't complaining.just confided. In fact, she's grateful for the good stuff coming her way now.

In honor of aina, I am making a pledge to myself and the world. I am going to concentrating on the things I am grateful for. I'd spend more, but honestly I think here is where I can start! Hopefully I'll work my way up...

I've only been awake for a little while today. But, here's what I'm grateful for this morning.

My awesome friend-ama. He's away so far from me now," There are a lot of reasons to be grateful for ama. Today, I am grateful that I miss him and for the memories we’re having together. Missing him rekindles my spark and reminds me of how much he brings to my daily life and how much important he is to me

When I first started writing stories about ama, I didn't really think about what kind of impact my blog would have on me. Getting to know a bit about all these wonderful people, having them share their stories with me and… it's all pretty amazing..

Then I writing about a tattoo, I get a feedback that support and give their advise to me. Thanked for listening and the advised. I have learned SO much from everyone, I am so grateful for knowing them even this tiny bit.

So, for you all at outside. If you still complain about your life is not perfect or “I should be like them” or “why my life is so hard”..please think it twise.. All we do is shout to ALLAH s.w.t whole day and blame everyone else for our multiple failures?? Why not we search for solution?? If your life like this please don’t worry. Your life would be better soon. What all you need is always pray to ALLAH s.w.t, work hard and after that tawakal to ALLAH s.w.t..

so after everything happen and you never praise ALLAH s.w.t,then izrail come to see you.. you apologies and appeal ALLAH s.w.t for giving a second change to live again and

(two situation-choose 1)

1-you get it... what would U do?? or

2-you are not get it but you can choose 1 place(only 1 ok) to die. which place in this earth you desire ???

(and give me your honest comment )