involved in excident n alive...

in 12nd of november 2009... 2 days before examination jun - dec 09 finish something happen.. 1 tragedy... n it make me feel crazy + angry + sad + happy n many more feeling that i can't show... how stupid the old lady don't know how to drive the car carefully.... ssooooooo stupidddd.... n my leg was broken but THANKS to ALLAH that i still alive =)
but friday nite after excident












but friday nite after excident, my friend n i went to de cinema watched movie n saturday we all round a whole penang n sunday we all went to the sedim... bbq n enjoy our life after exam... no escuse for OKU to enjoy too okes =)

p/s:: im so sowi to all my friends n visitor... too bz n many thing happend so can't update my blog.. again sowi yah =(

hepi 21st birthday ihsan

and ama too.... ~27 july
.........................1988 - 2009

27th of JULY every year i have celebrated my birthday until today.. since 27th july 1989 i was CELEBRATED ma 1st year birthday until today 27th july 2009 my 21st year birthday.. i thanks ALLAH for everything i got.. family.. buddies and enemies(maybe l0r)~.. lovers and haters go0d and bad things.. All of this things created 1 sentence - 'i am who i am'-

PREETY GoOD
So, today I am about to turn...*cough*, *sputter*, *cough*. Let's just say I am about to turn an age that doesn't make me jump up and down, shall we? The thing is...I don't really *feel* that age. Now..granted...upon occasion I do....but not normally. And people never guess my age to be what it is...so I guess I am blessed with pretty good genes or something in that respect.

All that said...I guess I just didn't think...’this’ is where I'd be at this age...ya know? I thought I'd be more settled.....have my head screwed on more straight. Have i finish covered my subjects?? and at the very least know for sure what I wanted to be what I grow up. Heck...I should be ready to retire soon from BEING whatever it is I want to be...and I haven't even figured it totally out yet.

MY LIFE is MY TIME with MY FRIENDS
I know I am blessed in so many ways. My friends are my world. I can't even begin to imagine my life without my friends. Even though sometimes my friendships with others obviously haven't worked...I think I've learned something from each one. Some of them...it was a hard lesson to learn...but it was a lesson learned none-the-less.

WANT or NEED
Last night as I was laying in bed getting ready to fall asleep, for whatever reason...that song "I thank God for unanswered prayers" popped into my head. So then I tried to think...ok...what prayers am I thankful that ALLAH didn't answer the way I wanted Him to? I mean...at the time..we seem to think we know just how things should work...but often realize later...nope.. some people said " all we have to do to make God laugh, is tell him our plans"… so that’s mean we don’t know what will happened in the future and always hope that ALLAH give us what we want and not what we need but we always blame ALLAH when He give us something that we don’t want but actually it’s what we need..

LIFE
But yet...I am the kind of person that likes to feel in control of things to some extent. I hate when I feel that things are totally out of my control. I don't mean with God...but....to feel like..I have no idea where my life is going...and like it is just sort of stuck...or going no where....or on repeat mode....it gets so frustrating. Sometimes I feel like...I really don't require all that much to be happy....when is it going to be my turn? When does all the crap stop?

So...I'm choosing to believe that this shocking number of a birthday is going to be a time of change. It means it is going to be a time of new things....of happiness....of laughter....of nothing but the best is yet to come.

WISHES
all what i want as a present for my birthday is i wanna see ama n ummi halimatun again.. even though in my dream i don't mind as long as i can see them again im very happy... this wishes is what i wish in all my prayer... i always miss u both ~


please comment HERE too.. thanks yah (^^,)

am i a sweet talker ??

when i was young i meet many people in my life and i always watch pe0ple personality.. what i learn from it is i can read a people body language.. it's very interesting.. i swear !! i can play with people emotion.. i can make them feel happy, sad, angry or guilty ..

it's very easy to make people like me.. i just make them smile and happy, laugh together with them.. and about girls.. it's very easy to trick them to like me.. i am n0t do something bad but i just apply a knowledge.. it's mean what all i do is i just give what their heart desire.. it's not hard to give what they want because all what they want is hear a good things about them.. i just praise them with what make a sense even though it's not true but they like it.. yah it's good...

and the very important thing how to make them like me so much is a take care.. a simple words but it work( very perfect ).. as we know mostly girls need a attention from others.. they can solve their pr0blem them self but they still want to tell people their problem.. just want pe0ple to listen their problem and they will feel batter.. and im a good listener and they trust me.. that makes they like me so much.. but when they like me so much i'll go far away from them.. actually i don't like people if they like me so much (so don't like me so much ok) ..why u all girls always like that huh~

so the problem is am i a sweet talker ?? because i just want to make people surround me happy with me.. this entry is belong to girls who is think that im a sweet talker and for anybody who is like me so much(please don't).. and for all you guys if you want to says something just comment and i'll hit you back yah =)

p/s: still in broken engilsh =P

about TATTOO - why it is banned ??? !!! (answer me please)

to all my viewer says smthing at my cmmnt.. anything... thanks
-criestz


I just want to ask anybody of u guys why making a tattoo is banned.. I know ALLAH s.w.t f0rbid a tattoo on human.. what all I know ab0ut why a tattoo is banned is because of ink to create a tattoo we put on our skin.. so we can’t purify our self because ink of a tattoo block a water fr0m touch our skin..but in this time a tattoo is a marking made by inserting ink into the layers of skin to change the pigment for decorative or other reasons... so water can touch our skin and we can purify our self clean as we go..when I saw people created a tattoo I always want to create a tattoo too.. it nice, cool and it has a benefit in my social relationship n for me tattoo on humans are a type of decorative body modification..i’m n0t doubt a rules what ALLAH s.w.t has been created because I know it has a big disadvantages.. I just always thinking what is the big disadvantages of created a tattoo.. I just want to make my heart calm then i’ll n0t create a tattoo.. I already asked ma teacher about why I can’t make a tattoo but she just said tattoo is banned n I was f0rbidden to create a tattoo.. even though I obey her orders but deep inside my heart I always asked myself why tattoo is banned ?? that is not the answer I want to hear.. many pe0ple I asked n many place I was search until now but I still n0t get the answer I want.. so I try to make a hope that anybody can give me the answer that I can accept.. my pleasure to thanks u all…

for de answer of ma questi0n n this is de beh answer i g0t.. actually dis answer already post 2 years ago before i ask dis question.. can visit doc faizal

and for the disadvantages u can klik here-thanks to humyra

p/s: sp0ken english .. gaaa~