guys .. what do u think about this person.. and (plz take kad raye at the bottom of this entry yah) -thanks

ok guys.. some of my friends comment about person who said a harsh words or something stupid at their chatbox.. i just heard and read but now i got 1... it's from kude.. he or she i don't know but maybe i think 'he' but its ok just give him/her a nickname MORON

MORON said at my chatbox:

oOo ****...laki poyo...ntah pape...people please d0n’t ask and ask again ab0ut myself.. I’ll HATE u forever and n0thing can change it I swear.. **** you...poyo...gi duk utan ar...Actually i dun wanna fall f0r gurl f0r n0w n i HATE pe0ple wh0 luv me except ma fmily...haha...fu*k sebab xensem...hahaha

for kude@MORON: i think u did a nonsense thing like this to many of others rite??

ok i know many people like MORON..

in personal..

im so pity with MORON.. maybe MORON want to get a cheap attention from others or MORON's life is so pity and MORON's family didn't care about MORON so MORON do something stupid to get people's attention.. MORON will happy i think when people angry to it(i used it coz kude@morom is a scum n not a human).. even though people angry and hate MORON but MORON are happy coz at least people talk to it and see that it is exist in this world coz nobody care about MORON if MORON is a good human..

to kude@MORON..

ok i explain about 'don't ask me over and over' -if u do this thing that means u a too idiot coz can't remember what i said before..

ok and about 'i dun wanna fall f0r girl f0r n0w n i HATE pe0ple wh0 luv me except ma family' -actually i don't want to care about people or heartless so if people like me, i must to care about them and don't let my attitude hurt their feeling.. but i don't want to do this thing..
............................. am i 'poyo' or kude jeles??

so they will get hurt.. if u know many girls are very sensitive when they like somebody.. sometimes when their lover are not smiling they will touching or their lover over joke with them.. they will hurt too.. girls can be sooo sensitive.. so i don't want to hurt anybody..

i know myself... i can treat people to like me easily n some time i don't know that i over caring but they think i like them coz im so caring to them..so the best thing i can do is not to make people to like me n mention it early before a bad thing happen..

so for u MORON.. DON'T care about people life.. see a mirror 1st n say 'whats wrong with me?' n be a good person so people surround u will give their love and their care to u.. always smile n don't says a stupid thing without thinking.. people will hate u and u'll don't have many friends..

for me friends mean everything to me coz my friends is my life.. u can get ur happiness with them.. i just realize.. don't hurt people feeling coz they will remember it forever.. and nothing can cure it ok.. we live a short life so do the best think u can do to make people happy..

im not angry when u said like that coz u don't know bout me but im pity with u.. maybe u have a problem so thats why i don't mind.. try to understand u la konon.. u will be more matured and u will realize that what i said is true.. so i wish the best for u.. get a good life with people surround u so deep inside your heart u will says 'im happy'.. g0od luck dude n sori for a nickname (^^,) -ihsan

p/s: guys.. if u think what moron said is true just back up it yah.. i don't mind =)


latest-13th sept 09
from gurun...

i don't know why are stupid people have fun with it ?? ok a stupid joke to a stupid people rite.. yah kude n gurun.. have a fun yah !!! =)

SECTION 2
for all my follower, friends and anybody.. im so sorry coz im not always on9 coz im too bz with my test before.. n can't read ur entry n comment on it.. i try my best to still keep close with u all ok..

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i think is not too late or too early to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI to all my friends follower n visitor.. so please take this kad raye and put at ur blog yah.. thanks..

hey girls.. do you hate to g0 to scho0l ??

If you HATE having to study for quizzes, tests, finals, anything....

BOOK
an object used as a coaster, increase the hight of small children, or increase the stability of poorly built furniture.
"where do you want me to put your drink?"
"oh, just leave it on top of that book."

HOMEWORK
Students should not spend more than 90 minutes per night. This time should be budgeted in the following manner:
-15 minutes looking for assignment
-11 minutes calling a friend for the assignment
-23 minutes explaining why the teacher is mean and just does not like children
-8 minutes in the bathroom
-10 minutes getting a snack
-7 minutes checking the TV Guide
-6 minutes telling parents that the teacher never explained the assignment
-10 minutes sitting at the kitchen table waiting for Mom or Dad to do the homework.

LONG TERM ASSIGNMENTS

These are given the night before they are due. This explains the name "long term". It is a long term commitment to time that begins at 9:30PM and ends at 1:30* - or later. It is important that the whole family is involved in the project. It is imperative that at least one family member races to 7eleven/24hoursshop for posterboard, and that at least one family member ends up in tears (does not have to be the student).

One parent needs to stay up and complete the project. The other parent needs to call the school and leave a message that the student is out sick. It is not necessary to have the student's name on the assignment.

*Props to Drew yah (^^,)

study + dying = studying

0h my goodness... ~

I found myself again under pressure to go out and go to my campus.. it so tiresome that i sometimes want to sleep and wake up no more. but, i know, waiting always has an essence. i just hope i could finish again

. i want to rest! every time classes open, i always feel restless. i need to be serious. i only have one 'opponent' here in campus and that is myself. i should compete to them(my classmate) and put my best foot forward if i dont' want to fail. i should. i really should.

towards this end ?? i think it is wrong if i would only say that studying is tedious, because infact, i had & i am having great times or fun as well! how? the competitions, the adrenaline rush every time i go up at the stage, the smile i give to my lovers and other people, the silly projects, and so many, many, many (as in many!) things!

that's one of the many reasons why we should be grateful to be given the opportunity to study...

i love to study but in the same time im dying.... (XX,)

hepi 21st birthday ihsan

and ama too.... ~27 july
.........................1988 - 2009

27th of JULY every year i have celebrated my birthday until today.. since 27th july 1989 i was CELEBRATED ma 1st year birthday until today 27th july 2009 my 21st year birthday.. i thanks ALLAH for everything i got.. family.. buddies and enemies(maybe l0r)~.. lovers and haters go0d and bad things.. All of this things created 1 sentence - 'i am who i am'-

PREETY GoOD
So, today I am about to turn...*cough*, *sputter*, *cough*. Let's just say I am about to turn an age that doesn't make me jump up and down, shall we? The thing is...I don't really *feel* that age. Now..granted...upon occasion I do....but not normally. And people never guess my age to be what it is...so I guess I am blessed with pretty good genes or something in that respect.

All that said...I guess I just didn't think...’this’ is where I'd be at this age...ya know? I thought I'd be more settled.....have my head screwed on more straight. Have i finish covered my subjects?? and at the very least know for sure what I wanted to be what I grow up. Heck...I should be ready to retire soon from BEING whatever it is I want to be...and I haven't even figured it totally out yet.

MY LIFE is MY TIME with MY FRIENDS
I know I am blessed in so many ways. My friends are my world. I can't even begin to imagine my life without my friends. Even though sometimes my friendships with others obviously haven't worked...I think I've learned something from each one. Some of them...it was a hard lesson to learn...but it was a lesson learned none-the-less.

WANT or NEED
Last night as I was laying in bed getting ready to fall asleep, for whatever reason...that song "I thank God for unanswered prayers" popped into my head. So then I tried to think...ok...what prayers am I thankful that ALLAH didn't answer the way I wanted Him to? I mean...at the time..we seem to think we know just how things should work...but often realize later...nope.. some people said " all we have to do to make God laugh, is tell him our plans"… so that’s mean we don’t know what will happened in the future and always hope that ALLAH give us what we want and not what we need but we always blame ALLAH when He give us something that we don’t want but actually it’s what we need..

LIFE
But yet...I am the kind of person that likes to feel in control of things to some extent. I hate when I feel that things are totally out of my control. I don't mean with God...but....to feel like..I have no idea where my life is going...and like it is just sort of stuck...or going no where....or on repeat mode....it gets so frustrating. Sometimes I feel like...I really don't require all that much to be happy....when is it going to be my turn? When does all the crap stop?

So...I'm choosing to believe that this shocking number of a birthday is going to be a time of change. It means it is going to be a time of new things....of happiness....of laughter....of nothing but the best is yet to come.

WISHES
all what i want as a present for my birthday is i wanna see ama n ummi halimatun again.. even though in my dream i don't mind as long as i can see them again im very happy... this wishes is what i wish in all my prayer... i always miss u both ~


please comment HERE too.. thanks yah (^^,)

'g0dbye' form the school ~

...................Sir Ghazali bin Omar in a mem0ries..................

I talked alone about...who knows what??... about 1 words- ‘goodbye’..I remembered back to when i was just a little boy.I remember the day that we met. U came into my class and introduced your name and teach us English.. but now just thinking about you, I closed ma eyes and let alone seeing you in my mind, felt so glorious as emotions so intense.. made me feel like…(speechless-sori)! You were so kind and simple, not to mention your clean face...

This story is about my Allahyarham Sir Ghazali

he is died at 9.40pm,Wednesday 22 of july 2009..

death reason : severe pneumonia …

He is the 6^th who is saying goodbye and they all have a connection with ma school..

1^st- Mohsin(my senior) ……………….may 09

2^nd-Hamzani’s(my batch) dad.. …………..may 09

3^rd-Ummi Halimatun(my bm teacher).. ………..14^th may 09

4^th-Muhammad Ammar(classmate).. …………..10^th jun 09

5^th-Afifi’s(classmate) br0ther.. …………………jun 09

And the latest

6^th-Sir Ghazali(my bi teacher)……..22 july 09

latest news(edit)

7th-Sir Zainuddin(my khb teacher)..10 sept 09

Family…(big family)

1^st-ma grandmother’s brother………feb 09

2^nd-aunty-in-law for ma aunty ……..march 09

3^rd-ma aunty’s causin …………april 09

people always said to me “Okay, you need to say goodbye now because you aren't going to be able to see them again." Guys just don't understand!! I was so close to losing it! I fought back tears harder than ever now. I told myself over and over, "No, I'm sure we'll be able to see them again before they leaves, of course we will! No, I'll see them again," but it was useless. My wishfull thinking couldn't change ALLAH's plan. It was His plan, so it had to be the right one, I just couldn't help but wish there was a different option. I don't remember what I did or said. I don't know if we hugged, or if I even remembered to say goodbye, but either way, it was goodbye. Goodbye ummi Halimatun.. Muhammad Ammar.. and Sir Ghazali !!! My wishfull thinking couldn't change anything… and im soo sad but i freely admitted my fated~

for anybody who is thinking that this year is ‘the year of the death’ coz of what happened in your life, you can share with me your story.. coz we got a same fated…~